What should I do about my handicap?

It will take you time to accept that your leg is now much different and that things have changed, but you have to learn to just be yourself and not worry about it. I have a rare neurological condition which many people have had to learn to accept about me. I have found that now that I've accepted that things are different then they used to be I've learned to just be myself and know that my true friends will stick around and be my true friends. Just be yourself and do your best. Good luck...I'm sorry you've had to deal with so much!