My dad is evil. i need some comfort and advice from peoples here.?

you don't say. balance and stress come hand in hand. you are at a certain age that ... but other things are main attention and its lost in translation. harsh discrepancy's may distract, and you are the target (?), you worry where trust or distrust will interfere. you have half information i don't know what to say. Be truthful and if you can't then don't do what it is. keep your family yours . you may need help beyond this station. your father means well as defensive as he seems. you need to add more info for any one to even guess. i never been that harsh but close. my daughter pulled me through when she was old enough to understand better. we have since turned our yell matches into play and make fun out of stupid remarks. keeping track of each other helps. sharing helps too. don't refuse his help if possible. and be helpful in return but don't be afraid to be first too help. that's all i got kid. there's more but you've got some basics.G.L.